People often say that this pandemic of coronavirus is a sort of azab from God. But you know that such notion somehow has become the cause of negativity in the mind of people. I just read Aisya Zainal's blog about her psychiatric ward experience. There is a story about this one patient who got depression … Continue reading Blessing in Disguise →

A few days ago, I saw this article on Twitter asking teachers to write letters to their first-day-of-teaching selves. I then came up with the idea of writing it to the future me, on my first day of teaching. Of course, this kind of letter is usually a little overly optimistic and ambitious. But picturing myself … Continue reading A Letter to Myself, On My First Day of Teaching →

Looks like I cannot seem to completely ditch this blog hahaha. Hye there, I am back! Ive been holding myself back from writing lately, primarily because kononnya I was waiting for the proper mood to come waltzing by, yet here I am again with so many inorganised thoughts. Today's post is going to be a … Continue reading Dusting Off →

Anis, I just want you to pause and reflect. Its been a year you have taken your SPM paper. Remember the moment when you stayed up late every night, burned the candles at both ends and refused to come to school because you felt more comfortable to study at your own pace? Remember the moment … Continue reading “Remember the moment when…?” →

Honestly, I dont like to open up to someone as soon as I feel like Im struggling. Im the type who always want to try out a thousand ways to fix a problem of myself. I dont know, I feel uncomfortable to admit that I have struggle because a part of me believes that as … Continue reading Down In The Dumps →

Girls, Are like apples on tree The best ones are at the top of the tree The boys dont want to reach for the good ones Because theyre afraid of falling And getting hurt Instead, they just get the rotten apple From the ground that arent as good But easy So the apples at the … Continue reading Apples →

Okay. Ive decided to step out from my comfort zone by saying something cringe af. Something that can make the future me laugh at her old self, for saying this. If youre 28-year-old Anis Zafirah, hello, I know youre thinking of the password to delete this post but sorry buddy. But ohhhhh snappppp what if … Continue reading And We created you in pairs [78:8] →

"I am never good enough.” Does that line sound familiar? I’m sure it does. Do you ever feel like you are not good enough, or in other word, athelphobia? If you do, dont worry gang. In fact, Im certain that the majority of us tend to utter those words to ourselves most of the time. … Continue reading Insecurity →

I had a conversation with my friend, Atiqah Azrein last night and we discussed about university, courses and dreams. We both exchanged our thoughts regarding UPU results la apa la then at the end we said something like "Tanak kecoh sangat. Tunggu dapat baru cakap. Takut kecewakan orang kalau tak dapat." and also "I feel … Continue reading You Do You →

Assalamualaikum everyone. Alhamdulillah all praises to The Almighty that I have finally survived walking through all the obstacles and challenges of my high school life. Alhamdulillah, I got straight As for my SPM! Congratulations to my fellow peers, whether you are from my school or not, I am so proud of you regardless how many … Continue reading SPM Survivor! →